and time slows back down

It has been a whirlwind of grandmother visits these past 2 weeks. It has been fun, but lots of people make for a wound up kid. Lion and I got away for a night. It was good to reconnect and to really talk about some things that have been hurting us recently. I got to let go of some of my anger and resentment over his no-show at daddy's funeral. And we got play, and sleep in, and drink (WAY) too much wine. All without a little to take care. grandmas are the best.
It has also been a whirlwind of getting my head fixed. The meds seem to be helping, or maybe it is just the idea that I have to commit to feeling better. Work is still too much, but I've blocked off huge chunks of time in the next couple of weeks to get it all done. Seed starting today and running tonight. All will be well.