Fall

It is fall around here. I love fall. I love the leaves changing and I love the cooler temperatures.

What I don't love if feeling like I am doing too much for not enough. Too much work, too much school, too much home. Not enough passion. Money doesn't matter. We'll make it. We are making it. What matters is feeling it. I'm not feeling it. School and teaching feel like a chore. Husbands and toddlers feel like a chore.

I love all of these things, but I'm struggling to keep up the pace. I've signed up for all these things, but in the process I've lost me. I've burned out the fire that makes me want to do all these things.

October. For Halloween I'm going to be me. That gives me one month to find me. One month to rekindle my passion. One month to say no to things I don't want to do one month to say yes to those that I do want. One month to find my center and lose my hard angry shell. One month to get back to being the woman I am. One month to find my fire.

It's fall. Time to light the fire.

I'm in. Are you?